Tuesday, October 6, 2009

just another day...

dangling from the chakra rail ,fighting their way out when the stoppage comes and bearing an incessant dhakka dhakki ;after the long hours of 9 to 5 office,people return back homewards actually with a smile on their faces,cracking jokes with their colleagues who have ceased to be just so and grown to be friends in this rather tiring and mundane process.
it actually struck me to be quite strange and odd...i just have to bear with say 4 hours of classes that also 4 days a week (if i do not consider the off periods and the considerable amount of bunking involved) and just for that the amount i crib and whine ,and to think there are people who slog the entire day at office and go back home having a discussion on how pretty poonam dhillon looked in saree at some filmfare award...or say how they consider rekha as a truly timeless beauty...in actually a very jovial mood.one guy commented:"arre bari giye 3 peg whisky mane liquor cha ar muhammad rafi,uff swargo dada swargo!!"
swargo ki sundar living room tai hoye jai aneker,ar aneke khuje berai sei swarger choa...
yeah it was just another day i bunked college!!
just another day i chanced upon some people tired from being the bearer of the burden of the tag of the bread earner of the family...just some people who inspite of facing a lot of hardships throughout the day,inspite of being worn out compeletely...find the spirit and enthusiasm to crack jokes at each other...to say:"tari tarkarir ja dam amar bou kheteo chai na ami khaoateo chai na...gan kheyei amader din kete jai"
jiboner dukkho gulo k express karar ki sundar padhyoti...
yeah truly it was just another day...
one can find inspiration in books ,movies,individuals...today was a day i found the conversations of just another bunch of commoners inspiring...
but yeah probably it will slip out of my mind in say a week or two...am i going to be inspired for my entire life,hell no!!
no,i did not find motivation to let go of the bundles which bog me down in a deep dark swamp of no return, shame and humiliation...i did not find the desire to let go...
today was just another day...
yes...a day i met human spirit at her most vivacious self in a group of middle aged common men...
and for this beautiful evening i am thankful...